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[Jun. 22nd, 2007|11:56 pm] |
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hello. I'm loved by my starshine. And I'm super happy.
Okay, bye happyfuckers. (: |
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[Jun. 2nd, 2007|10:57 pm] |
rachael is going shopping with chua la la on tuesday!
can't wait manzxzxzx.
RACHAEL NEEDS TO GO SHOPPING. :DD |
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[May. 31st, 2007|11:01 am] |
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I NEED MY PHONE BACK. )):
my parents just don't want to buy me and new phone. )): cause they think i am on the phone too much. )): RAHHHH. my parents has been annoying me th WHOLE DAMN WEEK. they just can't get off my back. they just think i suck. too bad i can't be their "perfect little angel" daughter. all they care about is my stupid brother. RAHH. everything i do is like wrong. THE WORLD HATES ME. )): i can't be perfect, and i will never be. i just hate myself.
nothing has been going the way i thought it would be these few days. training yesterday was like fuck. got marks all over my shoulder. and now my arms are aching like fuck. i can't take the pain. )): i feel sick. )):
the only reason why i am still alive is cause of YOU.
if not, my life would have ended long ago.
where are you now?
i miss you badly. )): |
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[May. 29th, 2007|09:15 pm] |
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i kinda miss hanging out with aly clare shalyn steph and all. )): haven't been out with thme for AGES. sorry babes! shopping date soon yeah! i promise sweethearts. (:
yeah, it is true that the world is filled with back stabbers. but never mind about them. they can just go and bang the wall and die. you know you can do it. so just ingore them alright? i know it's hard but just try. i'll be here for you if you need anyone to cheer you up yeah. after all, i was once your best friend. (:
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[May. 28th, 2007|10:21 am] |
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HELLO EVERYONEEE. :DDD
i am really bothered now. )): cause of what marie told me. RAHHH. this world can be just so RAHHH.
going for training later. WHOO. but gonna meet jasmine and all for lunch first. (:
people these days are just so what lahh. some people can just be such backstabbers. GOD KNOWS, even the CLOSET person you are too can actually gossip about you. how amazing huh. still can't believe it's YOU.
this world is just so unfair, why can't they just leave us alone?
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[May. 28th, 2007|12:28 am] |
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it's 12.30 am now.
and i am missing my baby now.
i want baby right here.
right now. )):
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[May. 27th, 2007|10:34 am] |
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I love you in the same way, there's a chapel in a hospital.
baby, thanks for being there for me last night. and sorry i had to vent my anger on you. :/ and why do you keep saying sorry about what you said? HAHAHA. i still don't get it. anyways, i promise i will get your BIG BIG teddy bear for you okay? :DD i just wanna see my baby happy alright? (:
till death do us part.
i drive myself crazy thinking about YOU.
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[May. 26th, 2007|04:10 pm] |
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hey yall! sorry for not updating for a while.
life have been great with chua la la's company everyday and night. :D watching movie with her was the bomb yesterday. (: she keeps me alive and happy. (: i love you! like more than tons. (: and you know it honey!
results. lets just say, i knew i was going to do badly, so i wasn't SHOCK or sad when i got my report book. seriously. i am dumb, and i know it. BOO HOO.
anyways, i am gonna be a cath teacher in my church after i get comfirm. (: sec 4 that is.
school hoildays are here already. not really looking forward actually. gotta go school for training and stuff. so much holiday homework. RAHH. and what, they gave us a book list to read. OH PLEASE. reading is SO NOT my cup of tea. i just hate them )): really worried that i have no time to hang out with my friends and all. )):
i think i am gonna change my blog to xanga. I HATE LIVE JOURNAL. )):
baby, i miss you like fuck now. ):
I love you , I do.
you say it best, when you say nothing at all.
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[May. 23rd, 2007|05:02 pm] |
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school hasn't been GREAT, but just fun i guess. being refree with marie yesterday was damn fun. :DD well, 1/8 won, 3rd place for overall! so proud of it lahh, (:
didn't go for training today. went for rachel's grand fathers wake. ): saddening huh. ): i am so freaking tired now. ): RAHH.
live journal is annoying. it is not uploading any of my pictures. ass.
OH YA!
i wrote this poem for MARIE CHUAAAA. :DD
I will be the sun in your sky
And I will be the one by your side
I will always be there to get you through
I will be the one who loves you
And I will be the one who comes through
I will always be here for you
You can always count on
Being there for your every need
Just call out to me
I will come running
I will vanquish your nightmares
Banish your fears
Heal your sorrows
And carry for you
All of your tears
Honestly I dont mind
For you I would give my life
I promise you
I will share all the good times
Help with the bad times
Shelter you from the rain
This is my promise to you
I will fight of your worries
Take all of your pain
And hide it away
Nothing will hurt you
As long as I am here
And always I will stay
I will be your helping hand
And I will be there to help you stand
I will always be there to get you through
I will be the beat of your songs
I will be there to keep you strong
I will always be here for you
This I promise to you.
THANK YOU FOR MAKING MY LIFE SO MEANINGFUL. :DD
can't imagine a day without you in school!
for you, i will. :D
i know that is so cliche to talk about you this way;
but i mean it. and you know it.
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